bitter and sweet

Currently on medical leave for the whole week, consider an early raya break for me? A really long break after all. I enjoyed these few days very much. I feel relief for the first time within these two months. From the day i was here in KL. It has been two and the half months since i left my house. I left the memories behind and make this choice. well, should say i have no choice for the better future of mine. I am not selfish. is just, i have my own reason.



If i said i never regret for my choice, i will ask you, in terms of what? For my current career, i am happy, satisfied, enjoyed and no complaint. But for the other part, yes, i did regret. I regret that i am so eager to find out that secret, and yet it changed the story line of mine forever. You tell me 'sth never reveal underneath my heart'. I wish one day i could figure out what you mean by the sth as i never see any. i started to throw question to myself, am i right?



I love my first job because i know they love me more than myself. i was happy to know them. who cares me like a mother. till the few minutes before i left kb, they still, not very agree with me. i love them, i love my family, i love him but i know i cannot stay any longer. went back to kb last week and that trip make me down. it's like torturing my mind. again, the loser came back. tears and tears and tears. i want an explaination from you. i really need. but you will never know

endsofbitter

I named it as endsofbitter

It's the another chapter of mine

Deleted the past, welcoming the new one :)